OT XIII [C]: I
Kgs 19:16b, 19-21; Gal 5:1, 13-18; Lk 9:51-62
Jesus is
traveling to Jerusalem for the last time. Along the way, he meets
three men who have heard his call in their hearts. These encounters teach
us three tough lessons about what it means to follow Christ. To
follow Christ, we have to transfer our sense of security. We have to
relocate it from ourselves to God. We have to unlearn the
lesson we have been taught our whole life long, to rely only on ourselves for
success and happiness. We have to learn to rely wholly upon God, plugging
all our efforts in life into his grace. This is what Jesus means when he
says that "foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of
man has nowhere to rest his head."
Christ
is trustworthy, but he is not predictable. When we follow him, we
have to agree to go one step and one day at a time - he refuses to
give us a full-life outline in advance. When we follow him, we have
to stop pretending that we can keep our lives under control by
our own efforts. By accepting Christ's friendship, we agree
to follow him, to put our lives under his leadership.
The
prophet Elisha gives us an eloquent example of this transferal
of our security in the First Reading. When Elijah comes and calls him
[Elisha] to become his successor as Israel's prophet, Elisha
goes back home to tie up loose ends. And he really ties them up.
He was a
farmer. His whole livelihood, his whole way of life, was linked to
his farm. This was how he made his way in the world. Up until
the time of his calling, this was the source of his security. But when God
makes his will known, Elisha doesn't hesitate to break completely
with that former way of life. He doesn't just leave the farm behind. He
actually slaughters his most important farm animals and burns his most
precious tools - offering them all to the Lord as a sign that
from now on he will depend on God for his livelihood and his
happiness. Not everyone is called to serve God in this way, by consecrating
their lives completely to the Church. But all Christians are called
to make a spiritual offering to God of our oxen and our plows,
of those things, talents, or activities that we tend to
depend on instead of God.
God can
only fill our lives with the meaning and fruitfulness we
long for if we put him first, trusting that he will
lead us better than we can lead ourselves.
We live in
a fallen world. When we declare ourselves to be citizens of Christ's
Kingdom, in a sense, we lose our citizenship in this world; we become
aliens, refugees waiting to return home to heaven, or, as sacred
Scripture often affirms, pilgrims. This earth is no longer our home,
and the closer we get to Christ, the more we realize it, the more we
feel its sufferings and imperfections. Christ only reached Easter Sunday by
passing through Good Friday, and Christians can expect nothing less.
Two young
martyrs names are mentioned in the First Eucharistic prayer: Saints Perpetua
and Felicity. Their lives are so challenging to any Christian of all times.
Perpetua, a young noblewoman and her slave Felicity, were martyred for their
faith in A.D. 203, under emperor Severus. At the time of their arrest, Perpetua
had an infant son, and Felicity was pregnant and a couple of days before their
martyrdom she also gave birth.
Prior to
their arrest, the women had been studying the Scriptures and were preparing for
baptism. They were baptized in prison by their teacher, who was imprisoned with
them. Their prison warden was so inspired by their faith that he converted.
While she
was in prison, Perpetua wrote about the circumstances leading up to their death
in a diary that was later published as The Passion of Saints Perpetua and
Felicity – one of the earliest writings by a Christian woman. Perpetua’s mother was a Christian but her father was a Pagan.
In that
diary she described: While we were still under arrest, my father out of love
for me was trying to persuade me and shake my resolution.
“Father,”
said I, “do you see this vase here, for example?”
“Yes, I do,”
said he.
And I told
him: “Could it be called by any other name than what it is?”
And he said:
“No.”
“Well, so
too I cannot be called anything other than what I am, a Christian.”
Despite
threats of persecution and death, Perpetua, Felicity refused to renounce their
Christian faith.
In her
diary, Perpetua describes her period of captivity: “What a day of horror!
Terrible heat, owing to the crowds! Rough treatment by the soldiers! To crown
all, I was tormented with anxiety for my baby…. Such anxieties I suffered for
many days, but I obtained leave for my baby to remain in the prison with me,
and being relieved of my trouble and anxiety for him, I at once recovered my
health, and my prison became a palace to me and I would rather have been there
than anywhere else.”
Perpetua and
Felicity were thrown into an arena of wild animals, but they were not killed.
Tragically, the emperor Severus then commanded that they be put to death by the
sword.
Persecution
for religious beliefs is not confined to Christians in ancient times. Consider
Anne Frank, the Jewish girl who with her family, was forced into hiding and
later died in Bergen-Belsen, one of Hitler’s death camps during World War II.
Anne, like Perpetua and Felicity, endured hardship and suffering and finally
death because she committed herself to God. In her diary, Anne writes, “It’s
twice as hard for us young ones to hold our ground, and maintain our opinions,
in a time when all ideals are being shattered and destroyed, when people are
showing their worst side, and do not know whether to believe in truth and right
and God.” Perptual and Felicity did not have a long history of the Church
before them only a little over a hundred years. How could two young mothers
with babies not older than a couple of weeks say I love Christ more than my own
life and my babies? Can you and I do that? Let’s think over it and check how
strong our faith in Christ is.